:: MerRy-gO-RoUnD ::

:: Friday, October 18, 2002 ::

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Hope is precious.
Hope is fragile.
Hope is believing in spite of the odds.
Hope is a gamble....
But sometimes it's all that we have.

:: Violet 10/18/2002 07:13:00 AM [+] ::
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I love you!!

:: Violet 6/28/2002 01:14:00 PM [+] ::
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Each mile between us
Like daggers through my heart
Bleed out all of my dreams
And my love
Into a stream of longing
Upon which I float
For all of these currents
Leading back to you
Are all of the currents
That will carry me home

--soon--

:: Violet 6/05/2002 05:54:00 AM [+] ::
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across time and space...

i also bleed

i feel our open wound
drip
into
crimson tides

let this be the last time

come home soon
let's dream in love
and live

I love you

:: Dreamer 6/04/2002 10:02:00 AM [+] ::
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I have found my home
in your arms,
in your touch,
your kisses,
and dreams.
I have found all that I could ever need.
I Love You so much
that to leave
leaves me bleeding.

I will be home again soon...

:: Violet 6/01/2002 04:21:00 PM [+] ::
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my potent bliss
can be found in your
kisses...

tangled in your embrace..

:: Dreamer 5/27/2002 12:19:00 AM [+] ::
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fragile dreams
bleeding out...
to embrace it quickly
feels like it could squeeze the life out them
abruptly

so lighty I touch
because I love

distance is killing me
yet distance lulls to a possible chance for peace

I want to be with you

every dream I have now is with you,
beauty in the center our world
sharing
us

but while you are there in your coffin
miles from home
I know shadows tell that it is possible that
dreams could die
we could die

if you were here!
is the whispers of strength

:: Dreamer 5/23/2002 02:01:00 PM [+] ::
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I am here with you now
in spirit
in mind
and in heart
with only love to offer
Time and distance do not matter
However
I will be with you soon
in spirit
in mind
in heart
and body
The chorus will sing
of completeness
and beauty
and dreams
For us
Forever

I Love You

:: Violet 5/23/2002 09:04:00 AM [+] ::
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one time I offered only half my soul
I know now the errors of my ways
to belive
to dream
to love the self
I should with all of me and love sacrifice it all away

for this one beauty

rape this soul,
mind
and this body to the passion for one
for all it's worth
and embrace silence as serenity

only then will love be beauty
Love
Consideration
Compassion
Faith
Understanding
Kindness
Empathy
Care
Warmth
Appreciation
Acceptance
Positive Reception
Wisdom
Assurance
Belief
Trust
Affection
Devotion
Tolerance
Confidence
Cooperation
Patience
Serenity
Dedication
Dreams

and maybe then the Demons I feel:

Exasperation>frustration>Believe>Think>Trust>JudgeConsider>Deem>Regard>Doubt>Suspicion>Disbelief>Misgiving>Mistrust>ReservationUncertainty>Vagueness>Ambiguity>Improbability>Hesitation>Insecurity>Fear > Dread > Apprehension > Alarm > Trepidation > Foreboding >Presentiment>Anxiety >Angst >Fretfulness >Disquiet >Unease > Concern >Distress >Worry > Nervousness >Tension >Tenseness>Edginess > Impatience > Irritation>Exasperation > Frustration > Dissatisfaction >Displeasure>Unhappiness >Discontent>Disappointment > Aggravation >Conflict> Discord > Dissonance>Demonstration>Dissimilarity> Disparity> Discrepancy> Distinction> Divergence> Differentiation> Difference> Compromise > Concession> Cooperate> Negotiation> Conciliation> Finding the middle ground> Allowance>Acknowledgment>Respect>Appreciation>Acknowledgment>Recognition>Dispensation>Grievance>Injustice>Unfairness>Inequality>Wrong>Discrimination>Prejudice>Injury>Wrongness>Disparity>Inequity>Disproportion>Inequality>Imbalance>Inequity>Imbalance>Unevenness>Imbalance

could rest
and we could
desire as one
only when I die
could I be reborn

and never nver will I become

thru me
the ghost will haunt to rest
for love to rise

then the chorus could sing in harmony...
bliss
I will try even when I only could lip sink
either in slilence
or death
or I will die trying...

:: Dreamer 5/22/2002 11:15:00 PM [+] ::
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i suffer for the echoes
for the voices
the whispers
for ego
for hope

for love

yes the finest reason to die for...

:: Dreamer 5/22/2002 11:09:00 PM [+] ::
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